Office by Alex Penny
Just when I finally thought I could open up to someone again. Actually love them. Give them everything…..I find out imma rebound. I’m nobody. I’m just getting the emotions he felt for her.
Can’t let him know my pain. Everytime I try to explain my hurt we fight n it’s all my fault. Sounds like an old relationship when I was abused!
Treats me amazingly but does he really love me!
Confused. Alone. Scared. Wanting death.
Has life not had its fun watching me suffer! Watching me go thro the pain! The torture! What more does life want from me! It’s taken everything and left me in pieces to never be put back together.
Can I never be me. Can I never be happy. Can I never be at peace unless I die.
But even then will I be at peace or will my sins cast me to the firey pits of hell so suffer more! Is there no escape from this pain. Nor death nor life brings joy. Left to suffer…..
Why me?! Why do I get the sick n twisted fate!
Why can I not sleep at nights! Can’t go a day without tears! Can’t go a second of not living in fear….. Why me!!!!!!!
Always decited by others….never can trust again. Never can express myself… Never can I be happy
I miss you Girly. I love you. Text me
